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Dear Lord, my day is shit. I am going through endless depression. Work is stressful and kendo is not improving. I am getting lazier with TV and movies. And my arm soars. This time help me to have one word and live again. 1. Then the angel showed me the river of the water of life, as clear as crystal, flowing from the thone of God and of the Lamb 2b. On each side of the river stood the tree of life, bearing 12 crops of fruit,yielding its fruit every month. 10. Then he told me, "Do not seal up the words of the prophecy of this scroll, because the time is near. 11. Let the one who does wrong continue to do wrong; let the vile person continue to be vile; let the one who does right continue to do right; and let the holy person continue to be holy. We all continue. We all continue in our own specific sins. I continuously watch bad movies. I continuously being jealous about others. But Jesus blood and righteousness continue as well. I was angry because people didn't give me praise. Wow your work is great, this is good. I wanted to hear that, but none did. Blocked by network guys, slowed by them, it frustrated my feeling and I didn't want to improve. I wanted to say, that's it. Iam done. 12. Look, I am coming soon! My reward is with me, and I will give to each person according to what they have done. 13. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.